A letter to myself and any whom may listen

Here we are. All meals made for us everyday. We walk around the home and suddenly I feel like I'm queen. Open those double doors, take one step, there you will be on a balcony that overlooks beautiful country side. Water buffalo, cows, goats, dogs... Here I am in India! Go up top and watch the sunset; it takes my breath away every time. God why do you love me so much!? I am but poor and needy but this is the life you allow for me... We are beyond blessed! I have never seen so many people recieve Jesus first handedly in my life. It's a season of the harvest and it's not even because we are good presenterst or powerful leaders of the faith...it's only because of Jesus. I want my heart to stir more.
To never stop burning with excitement about what what He is doing inand through me!
I want my mind to always have heaven perspective. I want walk out everything that groans in the deepest part of my soul! I long to see a generation rise up with no compromise, that are marked by his Holiness. Our team has been battling sickness off and on for over a week now. I currently am fighting off an infection on my leg and taking antibiotics. For those of you listening please pray for protection and immeadiate obedience to his voice. We need all the covering we can. I've realized how much prayer moves things in the heavenlies. We have so much authoirty in what we say. Pray that we will be over taken by His overwhelming joy that NO circuimstance can get in our way!!! God created me to have much joy but somehow Satan sneakly steals it from me! We have victory! We Win!